but you're just a line in a song;

wheee!!
ponning oral today
cuz i got HIGH FEVER
yesterday my temperture went up to 39.3
scary

blues clues is on now!
(:

okay, let's see
cut my hair yesterday
the woman said that my hair was too long
so she snipped it all off
now it's like darned short lar
for me, i mean
probably other people will say it's long still
but yeah
i cut my fringe too
i'm starting to regret cutting it
it gets all over my face when i bend down
and i hope SOMEONE doesnt cut hers too
this certain someone
irritating
i think my hair's shorter than hers now

hey!
where's the kathleen(?) girl from hi-5!?
there's a new girl called sun(?)!?
weird!

think i'll go shower after art attack
which is after blues clues
i love love love art attack
the guy doing the show is like extremely pro lor
or maybe i'll watch new york minute again
ahh whatever

a clue a clue!
(:

i wanna go shopping!

i'm never gonna sms HER again
always never reply one lor
i even had to tell jaclyn to help me tell the teacher that i got mc so not taking oral today
when im not even in her group

oh, great
that guy's talking to me
probably gonna defend HER
whatever
okay, he IS defending HER
ridiculous

stop asking me questions lar!
if she wants to know what i think of HER, then ask me herself lar!
gong toot

(thanks for the word, ariela)

'cos either she doesn wanna hurt ur feelings, or make things worse than it is already now'
whatever
like i'd believe that
stop asking him to get me to tell what i think of you


we just figured out blues clues
we just figured out blues clues
we just figured out blues clues
cuz we're really smart!
(:

don't try to tell me what to do lor
'friends shld last forever de..'
er..
BEST FRIENDS!?
please, no

ugh
i cant't stand their language
can't they use proper english
i feel like yelling at her
she's not even trying lar

i shall shut up about her
making my day worse

my lips are so dry
i think they're gonna crack

why do st margs people usually sign in in the morning and not at night?
no wonder i dont talk to them on msn

i shall leave now and plonked myself in front of the tv
heh heh (:

you're really getting on my nerves;

cry my heart out but would you care?

hic hic!
darned hiccups
right after i came out from shower
i hate hiccups
retarded feeling
i can't hardly talk for hiccupping

plus, i'm sick
okay, was sick
now i'm okay
i hope
38.4 degrees just now
37.4 now
for some ridiculous reason, i feel worse when my temperature's lower
*koff koff*

didn't go orchard today after all
my mom was sick too
came back right after church
like, at 1?
wow
that's the earliest we've came home on a sunday for a long long time
watched tv lying down from 1pm to 10 pm
eh heh heh (:
can't really do anything else when you're sick

what's the science project thing?

it's so cold today
was freezing in church
wished i'd worn my long sleeved shirt
but i thought it was gonna be a warm day
quite dumb right, since the sky was dark in the morning
everyone forgot to do homework again
rushed it when we got to class
can someone remind me to read genesis(?) during the holidays?

okay, i so don't wanna go gb camp
rock climbing plus flying fox
high high up
die die die
and i think i'll fail drill test when it comes
i SUCK at drills
gahhh

oooh, oral's coming
30th
or 31st?
whatever
don't really care anyway
i'm really starting to hate english

there's nothing on tv that's good now
maybe i'll finally go the e learning thingy

i had a weird dream of us again last night;

made up?

parents teachers meeting today
waste time lor
collect report book only
also never talk about anything else
i think the sec 4s and 5s need more time than us lar

i am quite pissed
my geog miss A1 by 0.1 mark lar!
0.1!!
darned A2
darned 74.9

heh heh
i almost failed chinese
got a C5
everyone's telling me to work harder
hmmm
maybe i will
(:

the chinese people aked me to go for the mediacorp thing and cheer them
i dunno
maybe i will
9th june (i think)
anyone wanna come with me?
JOAN
can come?
then after that maybe can go j8 again!!
(:
hahahaha

my poor poor cousin
so much ndp practices
tired out like don't know what

cell's bbq
hmm
shalln't talk about it
except there was this girl my friend brought
with mascara piled lots and lots on
er..
gross like anything man i tell you
and she's 13
13 with mascara
grow up first lar
doesn't suit you lor

hahahahhaha
what would happen if the second and third finger on your left hand was gone?
you wouldn't be able to wash hair properly, for one thing
ewwww
i wonder how worms manage without hands

grrr
some person's smoking
can smell from my house
i don't wanna be a second hand smoker!
shall go and close the windows
hold on

okay back
cigarette smoke makes me get headaches
like fogging

my lamb's stuck onto the fan now
it's trying to get dry
you'll see it clean on monday (:
oh wait
i forgot
it's holidays right
so fast lar

has it really been a year already?
it seems just like yesterday, but yet so long ago

going orchard tomorrow
shop and shop and shop
may be cutting hair during the holidays
i dunno
depends on my mood

i feel like eating
should i?

someone is annoying me again

i knew it wouldn't happen but i still hoped anyway;

yesterday:
crosscountry
my teacher's son was smsing me on wednesday
cuz he's in st andrews sec lar
they had theirs on tuesday
then he was telling me that the place very muddy and wet and insecty
so i got freaked out

hey, look!
i'm typing with puntuation!
hahahahaha

okay, to get back
crosscountry
hot like mad
sweating even before the run
starting running with ariela
ended up with xin feng
ariela ran off without me
*wink wink*
hahahaha
sped up at the last moment, xin feng and i
cuz of some dumb reason
but it seems less tiring than 2.4
let's run together again next year!
hmm
maybe not
let's be the road peope!
irritate people cheering them all while they curse you silently
hahahhaha

they had some diluted orange juice for us
..
queued 20 minutes for one measly cup lar!
might as well don't drink!
then afterwards jaclyn and mee mee plonked their cups on me

but who cares
cuz FEARON WON
((:
hahahahhaha
first time
usually it's gage brown
won by three hundred plus points!
wheeeee!!!

went j8 after that
left my hairband on the bus
crowded, alot of st margs girls were going j8 too
decided to watch over the hedge
supposed to meet joan outside the cinema cuz she came from home
then so pearlyn and i went downstairs while waiting lar
looking at this whole load of beanbag pigs and penguins and stars
(me getting all worked up cuz they extremely extremely cute)
so when joan reached, she called us

joan: im here already
me: where are you!?
joan: er, outside golden village
me: oh.
joan: where're you?
me: we're downstairs looking at pigs. kay we come up now.
[hangs up]

hahahhahaha!
looking at pigs!
heh heh

over the hedge is funny!
funny-funny
not funny-weird
i'm funny-weird
?
actually, i dont know
yeah
i'm confused

I LOVE J8 and I LOVE GOING OUT WITH JOAN
((:
hahahahha!
i wanna go again!
with joan!
cute stuff!
go mad!
turn all the tweeties around!
cuz i don't like tweety!
(:

the bubble tea not nice one!
waste my money!
why so many exclaimation marks suddenly?
hahas
will stop

bought some stuff
i feel so guilty
cuz i was thinking that i shouldn't spend so much this week
but i still bought a penguin anyway
my dad paid for me (:
had to wait for him while he came to pick me
cuz i was waiting alone, i went to the interchange
then pretending i was waiting for a bus
if not stand alone one corner like so toot like that lar
heh heh

my hamster died before his birthday so i couldn't get him a present

polished my boots
or rather, my dad did it
for me
i did polish at first, but he said it wasn't shiny enough
oh wells

today:
err
st margs idol
whats the girl's song?
the 1/7 girl
is it called qian shou or something?
heh heh
trying to find it
when i'm not even sure what's it's called

helped 1/5 cleane their new classroom
the tables are vandalised like anything lor
scrub scrub scrub still cannnot come off
so in the end we just gave it up

campus superstar people came
teresa and the other guy
something-fred
both sang a song
then went off
weird

i think i passed the gb test after all
wasn't that bad
guessed a little of the answers
and some were REALLY obvious lar
had drills
i still can't pivot properly

people are chasing me off the com
irritating
they just interuppted my train of thoughts
now i can't remember what i wanted to post

oh
my cell's bbq tomorrow
then after that i'm going joan's church service
i think
joan, if you see this, sms me to comfirm, k?

hey!
i have mail
shall go check
bye!

our little fingers interlocked

tired, irritated and angry inside
im sorry for not being myself a little today;

eh heh heh
back after three days!
(:
this is gonna be a pretty long post
so yeah
read if you're free (:

fay just informed me she saw me getting ou9t my my car today (:

sunday:
had to stay back for prayer meeting
so went to my cousins house
fun fun (:
read alot alot 8 days
hahahhhaa
then watched an M18 movie
ABIT ONLY
hahahha
sick lar!
the language and the plot!
watched half an hour like that before changing movie
then wacthed some chinese thing
ahahahahha
(:

decided to stop playing ps at 6.30
prepared to leave
THEN my cousin
had to dress up
so took another 15 minutes
and by the time we reached the bustop it was about6.50
lucky church so near her house
reached the bustop
ate dinner (which i didnt)
rushed like siao
late for prayer meeting
sneaked on my back door
HAHA
if not wait kena scolded
7.15 - 10pm
went home by nus
my aunty is the greatest person on earth
she's always offering to send us home
then we always very bu hao yi si
ahahahha
so we went home ourselves
(:
last time she treated all of us to lunch cause it was my moms birthday
wow right!
like, 8 people lar
her family and my family
swensens
shes great (:

monday:
camp
arggh
dragon boating
KIND KIND joan KINDLY lened me her dark shirt
(which sherri just returned after 4 months)
and i lost it
at least, i think so
dunno where it is
argggh
and NICE NICE joan told me it was OKAY
i feel very bad

haha

anyway
got all wet with salt in my hair
mass danced
forget all the steps liao
oooh raika 's the dancing queen of the sec ones (:
WHEEE!!!

that coach luke arh
-shakes head-
sick
*pukes*
(:

I HATE SHOWERS IN CAMPS
and i hate it EVEN MORE now
especially since i still had SALT in my hair after i showered
or rather, poured cold water all over myself and didnt even rub then came out
with only my towel on
HAHA
obscene(?)
hahahahhah
cleaned the toilet
mopped the floor
xinfeng told me that she realised im not so gu niang after all

slept
barely 6 hours
some crappy people were like making a din in the morning lar
only they awake meh!?
ridiculous
talk so much
stomping around in their sandals/shoes

tuesday:
ehh
oh yeah
watched a movie
quite interesting what!
dunno why some people fall asleep
or pretend to
so as to act cool
whatever!
(:

during lunch right
i was trying to eat the darned chicken lar
using a pair of flimsy fork and spoon
(that'll break if you exert too much pressure)
so anyway, katherine was asking why i didnt bite the chicken instead
somehow the conversation comes back to me very clarly
hahahha

katherine: why you dont want to bite the chicken?
me: i dont like. i dont bite stuff.
katherine: no, you bite your boyfriend.
me: huh!? i not vampire can!
katherine: love bites!
[laughter]

hahahahha
okay, doesnt really sound funny here
but it was funny!
hahahaha

tree top walk
wont post about it
except the suspension bridge part
oh gosh
i almost died
as in, seriously
couldnt look anywhere except in front of me
got everyone to hurry up
ahaahhahaa

but then after it i felt so bad
cuz i like make everyone cannot enjoy the scenery
i didnt even look down
if i did i would have probably stayed there forever
yeah
or else scream my lungs out
eh heh heh
dont think anyone knows this
but
i kinda teared when we were reaching the end
hahaha
dumb right
ah well
thats me

squished centipede

made my dad wait 45 minutes for me
since the dismissed us late
so paiseh
and we didnt go hoome after all lar
went to visit my grandma in hospital
then went home
showered
watch sngapore idol the repeat
fell asleep at 11.15
so didnt watch the last 15 minutes
grrr

today:

lost my wallet
went general office
jaclyn wrote in some form for me
then during the ppp talk
(or whatever it was, i cant remember, pnp?)
the lady in the general office came looking for me
with the wonderful news that my wallet was found
by some girl (:
thanks!
though i dont know who you are lar
nice nice people (:
nothing much else happened
but some woman
call rosy lo
made us stay back
only to tell us that ART WAS CANCELLED
which was good lar
but walao!
so stayed back lar
ate lunch
alot
fourseven selling icecream
to help the people at mount merapi (:
bought choclate (:
actually wanted lime, but it was sold out
maybe will but again on friday

walked home with jaclyn
burned off the ice cream non existant fats
i hope (:
i wonder where that girl went to
hmm
not difficult to guess actually
fed up with her
not you jaclyn
(:

okay!
finsished (:
can wake up late tomorrow
cross country
sian lar

joan, beg your parents k
(:
wanna go watch!
get our marshmallows!
(:

my mom told me she'll try to tie scorpion for me tomorrow
she said she'll trial braid my hair later
but i think shes gone to sleep or something
hahahah
maybe in the shower

sheesh
havent unpacked my stuff yet
hahaha
the clean stuff lar!
dirty ones all washing liao
(:

tomorrow i got:
-polish my boots
-study for gb test
-unpack my stuff
-wash my hamster cage
-finish up the script

and more stuff
but i cant remember what
doesnt matter really, since i dont think i'll complete most of them

fetched my brother again from bishan
third language
saw a st margs prefect there
(:
hahahahha
ate dinner there AGAIN
i think my family will be like eating at bishan every monday and wednesday
eh heh heh
must get joan tell us the nice places (:

i think i shall leave liao
haha
so sudden

some things my heart still needs to know

gone from your memory;

slept my whole morning away
woke up at 12.15
watched x-men evolution
i still cant remember how wolverine(?) looks like

arggh
stop forcing me to eat lar

hehs
watched tarzan 2 after that
cute like anything!
hahahahhaa
but watched halfway only
cuz i realised that i was gonna be late for church (which i wasnt) (:
ate lunch
showered
panicked cuz i found out that it was my turn to lead singspiration
rushed to church
panicked AGAIN cuz my friend wasnt there when she said she WOULD be
uhh
delay 30 minutes choosing songs
my teacher got annoyed with us
hahahaha
sort of

bbq next week
after parents teachers meeting
sian lar
NOT looking forward to getting the report book
i'll be like what, 30th in class?
probably
or maybe even worse
with my crappy maths results and even crappier science
plus sure die chinese
not to mention all the other stuff

gahh

when's the dumb korean show now gonna end
more than 2 months liao lar!
i dont watch this one
boring like anything
i miss my korean shows
(:

my cousin is having some friend problems
i think
something that started off dumbly
and i wont tell you how
(:

lost the form for going overseas
cant remember where i put it
or maybe i threw it away?
i dont know

okay, ive just decided i wont bother about the holiday homework until the last week
cant be bothered to go there lar
i dont even know the school website can!

hahaha, you'll see that i'll change my mind tomorrow or something
maybe next week
so after i see my results
i'll decide to work hard
and then, ariela, you better stop talking to me
(:

ridiculous
extremely
not doing what you preach
so keep quiet

theres prayer meeting tomorrow
(:
for my church's musical
i dont think anyone in class would want to go
but oh well
will miss singapore idol leh
but its okay lar
unimportant compared to GOD
(:

i think my parents are like hearing impaired or something
tv volume forever so high
hahahaha
but i wouldnt be complaining if i wasnt trying to listen out for something right now
so i shall shut

shut sounds so much politer than shut up right
HA cant say im (some-word-but-i-cant-think-what-it-is)
some hokkien word that i cant translate
(:

running around in circles and getting nowhere cuz im reluctant to let go;

am i supposed to say something?
i guess not
im not there anymore
there's her

heh heh
look!
posted three times today
hmm
this cant really be counted as a post lar
oh wells

newspapers tingle the senses of my already over sensitive nose

11:23 PM

love and strength for each new day;

bored--

sian lar
i forgot to add that
my cousin's ASSISTANT SQUAD LEADER now
(:
*clap clap*

(:

gahh
i shall crap more

how in the world do they expect us to shower during the camp
with pails and buckets
ugh
and if they give us like, 5 minutes,
we'll just die can
cant they built PROPER toilets
ahem
not toilets
bathrooms
yeah, whatever
just a proper place to shower lor
not much right!
without all the grey grey stuff and the dead centipede and rat
-disgusted face-

think i'll go stuff myself
cant really think while my hamster's running to die over in the corner

phut phut phut

10:27 PM

hoping and dreaming;

sheesh
they changed the earring rule today
school colours?
great
so now people'll see us in GREEN earrings now
hmm
hahahahhaa
dont even know why im complaining
when mine's silver
uhh
BUT if i hadnt lost my OTHER side of my purple stud i WOULD be wearing it
gahh
black, white, green, silver, gold
at least there arent reds anymore
i hate red

dont think i'll be doing the portfolio at all over the weekend
so im wondering why i brought it home in the first place

some ridiculous stuff
i wonder why some people are like that?

dont think i'll post about miss woo

loved chapel
rocked like everything
(:
sherri rocks! (:
wheee!!!

i think i shall stop lar
though i havent really finished posting
i just realised i dont really make things sound interesting
hahahhaa
yep

we have our soft sides too

Thursday, May 18, 2006

10:18 PM

i want to surrender, but i've learnt to live on hope;

hellos hellos (:
only got 10 minutes to post
cuz i gotta go soon
and hurry up with that darned portfolio
which, in my opinion, doesnt really help us at all
wont we be throwing it away at the end of the year?
and dont they realise that we're not even putting out hearts into doing it lar
all out last minute work

salina is funny like anything!

okay lets see
oh yeah
i walked around school today
carrying a dumb empty tissue box
all for mr LEE K.A
grrrr
make me look like idiot like that

joans doughnut was squashed by sherri
yuck

my retarded hamster is running like mad and i cant concentrate

joan and i listened in chinese for the first time today
almost
like the last 10 minutes?
then she decided since he was talking about geog instead of teaching we shouldne have bothered at all

sian
im not sure if theres gb tomorrow

HAHA
sherri told me something gross in art
'shes sweating at her ____!'
hahahahahha
sick
jaclyns helping me do that badge thingy
thanks a bunch (:

our principal was talking about lesbians in our school today
only that she didnt use the word 'lesbians' lar
"unhealthy relationships"
and she was saying that she'll get those girls to a neighbourhood school?
oh, gosh
i find that quite unfair lar
i mean like, its not that neighbourhood schools means people there are bad right
and not that students from top schools are all that great
grr
unfairness

some teacher rebonded her hair
ewww
so bian lar, like sticking to her face like that
oh well
shes the one who came into our class during chinese

uh-oh
i see its past 10.30

abrupt fullstop
byebye!

i cant think of anything to put here for the moment (:

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

9:40 PM

hide all my tears and pain;

stayed at home the whole day after all
im sick
like 37.6 degrees
but i dont FEEL sick lar
just a blocked nose
irritating like anything
sore throat's gone
thanks to all the strepsils

hmm
its bad for health right
to take so much
ahh heck
who cares

joan, you know what?
i think im considering naming my hamster 'pig'
cuz almost everytime i see him he's eating
AND he smells
when i just washed his cage yesterday
there's a smell now

HEY!
maybe HE is a FEMALE
yeah!
oooh
i wonder..?
ahh
whatever!

eeps
nothing else to post about
boring today
almost completed the darned script
gahh
then there's still art
which i am going to completely ignore
and english
oh, big whoop
15 pieces?
i have like, only three only lor

and why do they keep showing the singapore idol commercials?

oh well
will go and fool about with my blog now

that darned bump on my nose

9:40 PM

hide all my tears and pain;

stayed at home the whole day after all
im sick
like 37.6 degrees
but i dont FEEL sick lar
just a blocked nose
irritating like anything
sore throat's gone
thanks to all the strepsils

hmm
its bad for health right
to take so much
ahh heck
who cares

joan, you know what?
im considering naming my hamster 'pig'
cuz almost everytime i see him he's eating
AND he smells
when i just washed his cage yesterday
there's some smell now

HEY!
maybe HE is a FEMALE
yeah!
oooh
i wonder..?
ahh
whatever!

eeps
nothing else to post about
boring today
almost completed the darned script
gahh
then there's still art
which i am going to completely ignore
and english
oh, big whoop
15 pieces?
i have like, only three lor

and why do they keep showing the singapore idol commercials?

oh well
will go and fool about with my blog now

that darned bump on my nose

Monday, May 15, 2006

10:50 PM

just give me a sign;

second post today

joan, er watch next thursday
at um
j8 arh?
i dont know who else coming

eee
after cross country
sian
must go change to uniform before going hor

yep
im really sick
feeling very cold
when theres only a fan blowing at me
and this MASSIVE headache
great lar
the one time when i get to use the com for as long as i want
and i dont feel so good
grrr

ouch
think i'll go sleep soon
since theres nothing much i can do with this trobbing pain in your head
like your brains are being squished out
yuck

fat cells look like squashed up tangyuan; black mushrooms look like leeches

9:45 PM

and so many things were left unsaid;

im sick
kept sneezing the whole day
and when i got home it was worse
cuz i decided to clean my hamsters cage
so i sneezed every ten seconds
the dusbins are filled with my tissues now
yuck

hmm
sneezing is a boring thing to post about
so i shall stop

grrr
my brother's cooking instant noodles
on a day when i dont feel like eating

the news thing are talking about mt merapi again
oooh
i see erm
ashes?
or smoke
whatever they are

just played ps with my bro
crash (some racing game), then went to shower, then metal slug
i suck lar
every few seconds die one time
and my brother always makes it through
pro eh
talk on the phone still can concentrate at the same time

sian
boring day
crapped the whole day
diao
dumb stuff that happened

ellie and adalia asked us to go kbox tomorrow
or sometime
not going lor
since no one going
i think

some girls spent 40-50 bucks on their moms
for mothers day
wow
actually i dont believe
but yeah, maybe its true

hmm
no one wished me happy moms day yesterday arh
except jiyin
she smsed me
(:
thankyou!

marking day tomorrow
can wake up late
then gonna bring dinner to my grandma at alexander
so gotta take the long long 61 bus journey again

my mom may be taking leave on wednesday
if she can
(:
so we can go SHOPPING
(:
YES

arggh
my head hurts like mad
stupid sickness
whatever it is
at least im not sneezing now

i need more strepsils

my nose is running away

Saturday, May 13, 2006

9:24 PM

if only i knew what's on your mind;

JOAN GO WATCH UNDER THE HEDGE HOR
(:

hmm
went my cousins house yesterday
was my cousins birthday
i think his girlfriend's taller than him
or maybe not
maybe he was just slouching

OOOH THE MT MERAPI THING EXPLODE LIAO
ooohh cool!
(:

loved yesterday
slacked the whole morning
cousins house from evening to night
ate, watched toy story a little
then we couldnt hear much cuz it was really noisy
and we couldnt turn up the volume of the tv cuz its rude
so we played mahjong
i won two rounds
(:

then played ermm
taboo?
or tabboo
however its spelt
fun fun!!
(:
love them loads

woke up late today
got ready for cell
went cell
visit grandmother
eat dinner
come home
shower
now using com
(:
yep yep
my boring day

my brother bought flowers for my mom
orchids
woww
flowers are sweet when you receive them fresh
but then they dry up
and attract caterpillars

my cousin boyfriend used to give her flowers
and her mom used to throw them away the next day
cuz of the caterpillars
gross right
she said they were crawling all over her room
ewwww
i rather chocolates
(:
hahahahha

i hope my cousin gets married soon
he's 25 already lar!

my other cousin says she'll make shirleen and i FLOWER GIRLS
oh gosh
at our age?
she's 23 now
if she marries at 25
i'll be 15, shirleen'll be 16
...
siao lar!
hahaha
but shes just kidding
she better be!
haha

fishes don't pee, they poop

Thursday, May 11, 2006

9:31 PM

i've just realise that i've NEVER talked to jaclyn online before
cuz she uses the com in the afternoon and i use it at night
gahh

yep yep jaclyn
i agree with you lar
ooh that reminds me
i gotta go tag her blog later
and AGREE WITH YOU
in caps again
(:

i feel like sleeping
when i just woke up

hey!
i just saw my brother's friend's father on tv!
(:
cool!
hahahahhaa
im lame
he's the lawyer guy lar
the son in acs one

oh yeah
CHAR and JOAN
joan's brother was right leh
about that thing
like three days ago we were talking
dont know if your still remember
anyways
i asked my brother
then he say
'ya everyone knows that what. if not how they become so big and strong?'
or something like that
oohh

great
(:
finally started researching on volcanoes
BUT dont think i'll be finding anything
at least it makes me feel better that im on a page that has something to do with volcanoes
hahahhaha
(:

PEARLYN
yeah yeah
agree with jaclyn!
dont act so 'depressed' lar
cuz you're NOT
i know you dont like people telling you this
and you also probably sian of it also
but ya lar!
AND she REALLY didnt take your sissors hor
fine if you dont believe her

i dont know if you'll ignore us or whatever if you read this
maybe you wont even read this
yeah dont think you will
but stop saying that no one understands what you're going through lar
people fighing against cancer
and you're trying to kill yourself
which WONT work
please
sissors wont work

and the poor prefects in the mornings
you can tell they're trying to be really patient lar
i keep seeing them smiling always lar
and you're like
'my socks cannot pull up already!'
oh please
cant?
i was the one who taught you how to fold them down in the first place
cant you just pull your socks up before going down and simply fold them down again when you get back to class?
instead of giving the prefect your long face lar!
they also got feelings lor

im not like trying to diss you or whatever lar
but then
at least try to help yourself before going about acting depressed
while everyone is trying to convince you that you're not depressed too

okay
now i've forgotten what i wanted to post
er

oh joan
my hamster's grey
sorta
he/she gave me a scare today
will not post about it
cuz i'll bore the pants off you

going my cousin's house tomorrow!
(:
yay yay yay!
note to pearlyn: hahaha try to get more love lar! see like me then wont go about so gong gong then people get fed up with you
(:

gotta go now
and concentrate on the darned volcanoes
that are worth dont know how much BMA points
bye!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

9:18 PM

hey hey!
jaclyn just called
to ask for mdm azizah's email
so i left her hanging on the phone quite long
while i dug in my file desperately
for the darned science paper
which i think i'd passed up after all
and now my desk's all messy
no wait
it was always messy
ahh
but gotta chuck all the worksheets back again
..
sorry jaclyn!
i think it's azizah_ram(something something)@moe.com.sg
or something

joan! jaclyn and i saw stephanie today!
at ntuc
not very scary what!
lol

gah
chinese paper
failed by one mark
maths paper
didnt get A1 by one mark
walao!
science paper
so so dead
all the system things die liao
plus i didnt know transport system was in a plant
then i go and write blood vessels and muscles for the organs lar!
arggh
how dumb can i get

yuck
some people on tv are singing some stuff
over and over again
so irritating
sounds like monks chanting like that

IH BMA
wrote a proposal about some volcano thing
dont think i'll be doing it after all
cuz i just remembered that my printer is out of ink
so i'll have to HANDWRITE it all out
if i do lar
hmm
maybe i will
hahahahaa
im contradicting myself!

-WHY IS JACLYN GETTING SPECS?-

sorry
just read her post
joan says im very random
hmm
maybe i am

anyways
err
ya
got geog homework which i havent touched at all
go school do again
i've discovered that ariela's desk and mine are popular places to do homework
cuz when i come into class
usually there's people there doing homework
or rather, copying
(:

sherri went home early today
after science test
poor girl
jaclyn reckons she's got hfmd
but shouldnt be lar

UH OH
SHERRI GOT HFMD
AHHHH!
AND I ACCOMPANIED HER DOWN LAR!
ARGGH
CANT BELIEVE I WAS JUST SAYING SHE HASNT GOTTEN IT
UH OH UH OH
jaclyn was right after all
i think im getting
maybe jaclyn will?
i dunno
eeeeee!
she touched so much of my stuff lar!
wa heng
lucky i never let anyone use my comb
can it pass that way
no it cant
i think
gah
im crapping
i dont want get red spots!!!
SHERRI!!

oei!
joan and ariela!
i thought your supposed to come online!
then not here!

i shall go and hope i get HFMD too
nono
wait get scars
i'll miss sherri!
will copy IH notes for you!
(:
eeeps
i SERIOUSLY think im gonna get
AHHHHH!!!

ewwww
the person on tv just said another girl very chio
ewww!
yuck lar!
hair so bleh!
i'm puking
oooh!
signs of HFMD!
(:
kidding

eee
why my mom dont care one
i just told her that classmate got hfmd
then she just carry on watching tv
hmph
how does hfmd spread?

okay okay
shall go do some other stuff
hopefully the research on volcanoes
byebye!

Monday, May 08, 2006

9:44 PM

why is arielas blog deleted?
so weird

today at music
i kidnapped pearlyens bottle
and said that it was my kid

ariela: whats thats
me: uh, my kid
ariela: whos the father?
me: er. i dunno. i adopt one
ariela: i thought botak stickman?
me: oh ya hor
ariela: orh, i know why liao, botak stickman infertile mah!
me: LOL hahahaha

eeeeee
my boyfriend infertile one
yuck
hahaha

did some song thing
eeps
i know NUTS about music can!
everything also dont know one
sherri was saying that we should go make a group
then every week sit there do nothing
cuz we dont know how to do anything anyway

whys joans blog so red?
ewww!
joan, i cant see anything except the tagboard

i hate d&t
gah gah
i dont like HIM
so irritating!
have the paper still must buy
walao!
think i very rich meh
okay
i cannot be so ji jiao
since its only 10 cents
and i got rid of the two five cents
(:

ji yins birthday tomorrow
bought presents liao
ive just decided i like buying presents
(:
fun fun fun

pearlyn just called me
i told her i wasnt gonna sleep on house on stilts after all

ooooh
just remembered
gotta get sweets for the science thing tomorrow
yeah
and the camp form
still havent printed out the parents meeting form
arggh
dont care

im feeling CRABBY
i want marshellows!

my memory is getting worse like anything

Saturday, May 06, 2006

10:26 PM

wasted my whole day today doing nothing
just lazing about
and hearing the same songs over and over again
i still cant decide what songs to put in my cd

wanted to watch parent trap just now
but i didnt lar
cuz i went to visit my granmother in alexandra
they're moving to yishun
so far

i see kezia has just come online
can send her the science thing liao
to make into powerpoint
i have VERY little information
but then i realised that you cant really put much into a powerpoint anyway
so nevermind

char, i heard the song 'im not okay' liao
only heard it once
so didnt find it THAT nice
i was like searching high and low for it lar
shall hear it until i get sick of it when i have time

oooh!
its gonna rain
(:
i like rain
except when im out and theres a flood
like last time
scary lar

the something in my eye from just now is gone!
(:
im talking nonsense

phoebe called when i was in the shower
she asked if i wanted to be in the captains ball match tomorrow
i said no
hahaha
oh wait
you guys dont know whos phoebe
hmm
shes this person from church
(:

my bolster is being ill treated by some people
gah

Friday, May 05, 2006

10:16 PM

eeps
my cousin keeps talking to me
and i dont feel like talking to him
so im shutting up
or shut upping
whatever
haha

art wasnt a disaster yesterday
at least i managed to not make any mistakes
hahahahaha
some people printed the things wrong way
but come out quite nice lar!

chinese test also
sorta fell asleep while doing it
okay
not really lar
like not thinking straight lar
so when i 'awoke'
i realised i had started writting in english
in a chinese test lar!
lol
i wrote 't-bone'
cuz i was supposed to write 'ting zhong (audience)'
but
still die lar

i just told kezia and joan that lmao sounds like an animal
a squirrel to be exact
(:
kezia says its
Laughing My Ass Off
..

i cant remember what else happened yesterday
oh yeah
went to junction 8
found a new place for my gummies!
(:
dont need to go all the way to tampines liao
haahhahaha

alrights
so today
reached school at like 6.20?
cuz my brother had to go school early so we left early
WAIT this not related but i hate blood you know
anyways
umm
started doing english
character analysis
or whatever
sucked
what the heck!
sure fail lar
nvm
i dont like english anyway
will NOT take it as a subject in sec 3

MATHS!
didnt study
oh well
ANOTHER failing subject
what in the world is index something something?
gahh
who cares

i just found out my cousins friend is called chirn chip
yep
(:
my cousin came to borrow dictionary today
from me actuaaly
but mine was chinese english
which isnt allowed
but i still use it anyway
never got caught before so dont care
so she borrowed sherris and pearlyns

arggh
oozing out
gross

compre test
boring like shaving cream
fell asleep
and i wrote crap

joan informed me that when we think
we think in our own voices
like when we are talking
and when we imagine people talking
we'll imagine them in their voices
wow
how cool

pearlyn came my house today
went island creamery first
mmmmmmm
yum
chocolate rox!
went my house
lingered in bukit timah plaza
as usual

then went to visit my grandmother
in alexandra hospital
took 61 there
i dont like the high high seats!
and i just realised that there are alot of buses that go near my house there

anons blog!
be honoured anon!
i mentioned you in my blog
(:
errr
googlegoogleanon.blogspot.com
wheeee!
why is 'annoy rachel' cancelled out of your wishlist?
im not irritated yet
(:

have to go start on the science project soon
siao lar
deadline come three days earlier
...

the person on tv talking is irritating me
i cant concentrate
their english sounds weird

i think i shall wake up at 4.30 today
to watch scooby doo
hahahaha
im retarded
i think ive watched it before

i shall start talking to my cousin
i feel mean ignoring him
byebye!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

8:56 PM

going junction 8 tomorrow
cuz pearlyn has to get her surprise
and she doesnt want to tell me what it is
irritating!

i dont feel like watching aquamarine with them suddenly
i dunno lar
should i?
or go with my cousins?
if can lar

my brother starting to dl naruto again for some reason
and bleach also
so now the coms so lag lar

my mom asking me why im using the com everyday
and im allowed only 30 min today
siao lar!
and she just told me that i only alternate days then can use now
so i guess i wont be here tomorrow

im a llama!
so is kezia!
hahahahaa
pearlyns a tortoise
and jaclyns a rabbit

level camp
dont have lots of stuff
must go school
borrow borrow
i think everyone will be irritated with me
when i wake up with my hair messy
oh well

i just forgot what i was gonna post

miss woo didnt come today
NO ENGLISH!!!!
(:
played truth or dare in class
raika is the sexiest girl in class
(:
and i just forgot what i was gonna say again
i think i have some disorder
haha
oooh - tomorrows thursday
NO ENGLISH AGAIN!
has anyone done the character study thing?
thats supposed to pass up on friday
cuz i have no ides what worksheet that is

i think i'll so do a three minute research for the science projext
to show that im not using the com for nothing
(:
byebye!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

9:44 PM

ive been laughing alot these three days
hahahhaa
laugh until got tears
cuz sunday and monday were with my cousins
(:

sunday:
church
err
exams for them
so my cousin and my brother had to study
my other cousin, shes 23, couloured stuff
COLOURING
at her age lar
but its sort of for her job
her job is SO SO NICE
and so meaningful
she teaches autistic children
such a kind soul
(:
played the ps
some bubble bobble(?) thing
and we always laugh like mad then
plus screaming

monday:
went to her church carnival thing
saw char there
hello
(:
er
didnt eat much
went back her house te instant noodles instead
ive not eaten them in a LONG LONG time already
since dont know when lar
like, one month ago?
wow
left at like 6.15
cuz had a dinner thing with my church friends family
im always the only girl there
so mostly im left to my own
but anyways
while waiting for my dad to pick us
i was asking my mom if we were gonna move house
i think maybe we are
so maybe i get them to move to around queenstown there
i want to live in a flat
im weird
im the only one i know who wants to move to a flat
hmm
anyways
err
dont know lar!
or should i get them to stay in tohyi?
i'll be moving away from everything
just everything
but also very nan to let go
in queenstown i'll be near my cousins
near my church
mrt and buses

i dont know leh

maybe we wont even be moving at all

i think dont want to post about today liao
no time
jaclyn was asking me when i was free
so that can go her house or something
to do the science project

jaclyn: so you when can
me: any day. i very free
jaclyn: tomorrow?
me: tomorrow i cannot. thursday also. and friday.

hahhahhaah!
styaing back tomorrow
going junction 8 on thursday
jurong point on friday

and next week full again
monday booked already
with jaclyn
i think

my dad just asked me if i wanted to watch mission impossible
hahaha
no thanks
i want the F.I.R cd!
sherri lend me!
(:

i dont want chinese tomorrow

ps.
joan your hairband still with me