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Sunday, August 20, 2006
5:39 PM
the hope that keeps me going;

short post today
umm

oh yeah
went for cell yesterday
my dad drove me to church
and halfway through the journey
i realised i dad forgotten my bian bian ticket
so my dad turned around and drove all the way back
wow

then i was scared i would be late again
cause then my friend would have to wait for me
she's ALWAYS the one who's waiting
never me
every saturday, when im on the bus,
she'll sms me asking me where i am
on sundays too
but that'll be another friend
rather a waste of their sms actually
cause eventually i'll turn up (:
better late than never! (:

bian bian thing was okay lar
quite fun actually
thought i would have a sore throat today
but nope (:
my voice is still okay
even after all the screaming i did yesterday
dont think we're allowed to post about the filming

late for church again
as in, people were seated already
and it was about to start
not not yet

i had better be early next week
my parents are going overseas this week
friday to sunday
darn it
gotta take public transport to church then
i hate waiting for 970s, but i love 970s
ironic eh

my cousin's gonna bring her baby over to my house for a swim
on 28th august
so cute!!
i cant wait
but that's a monday
common test?
i dunno
hope i can be home early

my cousin came back from hongkong
she bought me earrings (:
she always buys me earrings whenever she goes overseas
heh (:
i want shirleen to pierce her ears too!

she (shirleen) was telling me stuff about mr goh again today
cause we were waiting for canaan to finish sending a song to her phone
mr goh is really funny lar!
all the stuff she tells me
ahahahahha!

!!!
it's maths common test tomorrow!?
i thought it was science!
brought back to wrong book to study!
!!!

..
but anyway i wont study even if i HAD brought back the correct book
cause in the first place i havent even done my homework
at all
think i shall go do the english now
tata!

somewhere in the shadows I'm there;

Friday, August 18, 2006
9:09 PM
when it all falls apart;

I WANT STUMMY
I WANT STUMMY
STUMMY STUMMY STUMMY STUMMY STUMMY
AHHHHH

charisse!
sherri's not gonna bring stummy on monday lar!
even though i threatened not to take up IH in sec 3
hahahahha
i know you want me to take IH!
if not you're be there by yourself!
with no one to talk to!
no one to borrow orange pen from!
(yeah, i know you bought one, but it's always good to have a backup)
(:

BRING HIM ON MONDAY HOR
IF NOT I'LL KIDNAP SOMETHING ELSE FROM YOU
AND THIS TIME
I'LL PROTECT IT WELL
SO CHARISSE CANT KIDNAP IT FROM ME

hoo
one week passed
hmm
oh yeah yeah
chinese common test!
die!
didnt understand what the heck all three compres were about lar!
see lar LKK!
what you did to our class
from higher chinese become like !! now!
and we dont even know your chinese name?
very good man!
im going to start listening now!
(countless times i've said this huh)
yeah but i mean it this time!

went to bugis on tuesday
to the costume shop there to get inspiration
rather a waste of time
only managed to find out that we should sew beads and sequins onto out costumes
bought cloth anyway (:
oh yeah
EVERYONE IN MY MUSICAL GROUP
PLEASE BRING TEN BUCKS EACH
FOR MUSICAL FUND
JOAN AND JACLYN: $8 EACH
heh
but dont think anyone will see it?
cuz the only ones from my musical group that comes to my blog is jaclyn and joan
and they already know
kezia knows too
katherine knows
i think
pearlyn..
i dunno
heck

anyway anyway
that bugis place
is freaking big lar
katherine took to directory and tried to find the place for us
but we ended up walking round in circles
then i took over (:
and got us there
after a few attempts
(:
some malaysian students wanted to take a picture with us
when we were passing the mosque there
they were asking jaclyn and joan
(who were walking behind. katherine and i were leading the way)
so they got freaked out
and i was like,
'just tell them we're in a hurry, cannot stop'
and case closed (:

i saw this article in the newspapers just this week
about some guy getting caught for cat torture
or something
what the heck lar
the cats so poor thing!
they had this picture onh the front page
with this cat lying in a pool of blood
probably its own
and it was strangled to death or something
probably something worse?
cant remember how it died
but yeah
how can these people do this lar!
not like the cats go and pee on them or something right
or even do anything to them
cruel
i'm happy you're caught

came home early yesterday
did maths homework
wow
when it wasnt even due today
(:
angles are quite fun actually
i like angles and construction

then i fell asleep
at about 5.10
it's weird how i receive more calls when im sleeping than when im awake
no kidding
alot of people called
then jaclyn called
about 6pm
then i was like,
'can call back later im sleeping'
then i fell asleept again
AND, not more then 20 MINUTES later
she called again
JACLYN
I DONT SLEEP FINISH IN 20 MINUTES
and she started asking me about some musical stuff
i cant remember what
i think some song thing
was it?
i wasnt really listening to her

then i had the dream
i was talking to some dont know what guy on the phone
then jaclyn called
so i put him on hold
then she started talking about crowns or something
so i was like, 'huh?'
then she changed to some person asking for my cousin
it took me quite awhile to realise what the person was talking about
and i found out that the person just couldnt understand that my cousin wasnt home
so i yelled at the person
'JOSHUA IS NOT AT HOME LAR!'
then somehow i yelled at the guy i was originally talking to
and i woke up
hahahahahhaha!
joan, it's a little different from the version i told you in chinese
sorry

NABILATIN TALKED TO PAUL TWOHILL
AHHHHH
but i shall not post about it
my time's almost up
im gonna watch my korean show soon

gb today
passed kinda fast
no drills today
jaclyn was happy
she doesnt like drills
unlike me (:
im starting to wish i had joined the drills committee
but still welfare is kinda nice (:

oh yeah yeah
i wonder how a person reacts
if she's waiting for her parents to fetch her at about 6.10 pm
and she smses her mom to hurry up
cause she says she looks stupid standing alone waiting
and her mom replies,
'then try to look smart lor'
yeah
how do you react lar

im gonna watch my show
starting liao
byebye!

another try for the last time;

Sunday, August 13, 2006
8:45 PM
cause you left again;

hello
last episode korean show today
was quite okay lar
not that bad
not exceptional either

my uncle and cousins came over to visit my grandmother
when i opened the door they were like
'thats rachel?'
(the two sisters)
so i was like hi then went away
ahahahahaha!
and that was before my korean show lar
couldnt really hear for the first half an hour they were at my house
you know how when guests are at your house they tend to talk loudly?
and you cant really go
'EH SHUT UP LEH'
so i just kept quiet lor

havent seen them for years already
last time i saw them was like three or four years back?
i think
maybe even more
the older sis has long hair now
and their brother so big already!
probably about 6 or 7
and i thought he was still a toddler
waddling around like a duck (:

my cousin cut her baby's hair
!!
looks weird now
she said she would let it grow lar
then today she said that it was too hot for the baby
hahahaha
i hope it grows faster
its like really straight at the back now lar

church was kinda interesting today
interesting and kiddy
hahahahaha!
cause we did a revision on genesis
taught us some actions thingy that's supposed to help us remember the whole book
i've already forgotten them
oh well

ive finished homework!
first time ive finished homework before a monday
and packed my stuff
(if packing means just stuffing eventhing into my bag)
and showered
(:
so im planning to sleep early today
lets see..
about 10?
provided my hair dries (:

gotta remember to cut my nails
it was kind of long last friday
but phyllis didnt notice
she just passed me and went 'okay'
that was during gb
yeah
next time if im squad leader i'll bring a nail cutter every week!
(:
hahahaha
but dont think i will be lar
probably jasmine

there's chinese common test tomorrow!
-gasp!-
probably gonna fail as usual
gahh

i think my brother's waiting for the com
i dont like to post when there's someone behind me
bye!

every truth and lie;

Saturday, August 12, 2006
10:30 PM
as it starts to fade away;

gahh!
today wasnt good
nono
not at all good

had to go for someone's house for someone's birthday
there seem to be many birthdays recently eh
okok
rephrase
had to go to my cell friend's house for his brother's birthday
and apparently im supposed to be 'close' to them
which is a big fantasy to tell the truth
anyway
the guy's 11
so naturally at that age guys dont really invite girls do they?
(well maybe some do, those who grow up to be casanovas XD)
(aha kidding)
so there were ZERO girls there
i say girls, not females
female adults
yeah those just gather and talk non stop
(and they say that we use the phone too much? HA.)
zero girls for me to at least talk to

so i just hung around my mom
quite a lame thing to do actually
cause she has this thing that she talks about me
if im with her
and she was telling the people that i was very bored
blah blah blah
yak yak yak
dont know what thing
im a special guest
!!
yeah right!
i wouldnt be there if it wasnt for my brother lar
he's the one thats 'close' to them
quite

but long long long time ago
like when i was p2 p3 p4?
my brother and i used to stay over at their house
i cant believe it lar
3 guys and a girl?
and we used to have pillow fights?
sleep in the same room?
oh gosh
long long ago (:

yeah yeah
anyways
cell starts at 3
(the tuition actually)
cake didnt come until 3 plus
so i got to church at about 4.30
in time for cell

THEN
it came through
that GUY
told people about that time at east coast
huh

cell was ok today lar
played some stuff
i cant wait to go for the bian bian thing next week!
hope st margs get in again (:

nothing else to post today
maybe will go do spilled water
ive been doing homework recently!
wow
ahahahahha
waiting for my korean show tomorrow (:
last episode!

"he sold me like a bucket of pakchoi!"

Friday, August 11, 2006
10:25 PM
for all the things You've done;

hello again
my second post
much more serious
have i thanked God recently for being who i am today?
yeah i think i just did last night (:
thankful thankful thankful
when i realise whats happening
to them
how they say they know You
but they dont behave like they do
why?

how i've come to be closer
since cell last year
since being in st margs
girls brigade
like pastor fu-man says
it's not an accident
this is your plan

'and we know that in all things GOD works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.'
Romans 8:28

pray that they'll experience You too

thank you;

_________________________________________________

9:15 PM
didn't you feel it too?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHERRI!
sorry i didnt wish you happy birthday yesterday
i FORGOT
no actually, i had no idea
ahahahahhaha!
what sort of friend am i man!

shall post about yesday and today! (:
a little lar
yesterday went to east coast
supposed to go for someone's and someone's birthday
but they couldnt make it
ahahhahaha
yeah but anyway
still went there
with my dad and uncle and auntie
wanted to go crabbing actually
but there isnt much to catch within two hours
so we went east coast! (:
my dad and i cycled
uncle and auntie went to the jetty
whoa
one hour never passed so fast in my life

(:
saw jeannie and natasha!
hahahahhahaha
saw my teacher's son too
walao
i was so shocked to see him there
that i fell
as in, PONK, on the ground
and not even my own mistake lar!
some lady and her daughter were infront of me
(at the side of the pavement there)
then i think she was teaching her daughter to cycle or something
so i was looking at him and didnt see them there
so when i realised
i braked abruptly
but i didnt fall

weird eh
was when i was trying to turn that i fell
cause i realised that i was blocking them on the ground
so i went ' OOMP' and heaved the bike up
while that idiot just stared at me and said 'best arh you'
walao
so i just glared lor
gonna see him tomorrow again
!!!
hope he doesnt tell my cell
so paiseh

gb today! (:
I LOVE DRILLS
I WANT TO BE TIMER NEXT TIME
AHHHH
i lovelovelovelovelove drills! (:
woo hoo!

had the communication test today
i just wrote crap lar
my badge gone liao
darn
should have studied
1. what is communication?
ans: it is a form of speaking and listening between two or more parties.
walao!
how dumb can my answer get lar!

seems like many people are hiding stuff nowadays
difficult to let our feelings out huh
cause its so much easier to keep it all inside

learning to let go;


Sunday, August 06, 2006
2:38 PM
Lord I offer my life

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, all of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

__________________________________

nice song (:

2:10 PM
how smitten they are with you;

boo!
i'm home from church
half an hour to my korean show
(:

ahahhahhaha!
my cousin was on a mission today
to take pictures of weixuan for her friend
(weixuan is this guy musician from our church musical)
cause my cousins friend had seen him there
so she ask my cousin to take more photos of him for her
lol!

i helped her
and took ivan also
that's jody's friend
-.-
cant believe i did it

so anyway
i managed to take a few pictures
then my cousin ask me send to her via bluetooth
so she took my phone
fiddled with it
then was like
'AHHHH!! STOP STOP STOP'
turns out that she sent it to the wrong person
cause there happened to be this person that passed by us at that time
his bluetooth was on too
and my cousin got all flustered
trying to stop sending the photo
but it didnt work out
so i was like
'off my phone lar!'
lol!

yeah (:
mission accomplished (:

hmm
nothing else to post about
shall go searching for new skins
oh yeah
ndp practice tomorrow!
i find it quite okay lar actually
my cousin was saying that actually gb girls quite weak
stand abit want to faint already
and i kinda agree with her
(no offence though)
but maybe its just cause everyone's different

school ends at 10.30 on tuesday! (:

what you really feel;

Saturday, August 05, 2006
9:56 PM
to be sorry once again;

hello (:
one week
not two weeks (:

kinda nothing to post about if you post by the week
all the stuff that happened seems so long ago
though it's just a few days before

wheee!!
just been using the com for half an hour only
half an hour left
more if i watch my korean show tomorrow
which i probably will (:
but i cant think of anything interesting
hmm

oh well
anyway
didnt like the school musical
sorry to all the people who were in it
i didnt really like the storyline
prefer those with modern-ised stuff
not all these 'alien' stuff
i loved my church musical!

went for the post production party yesterday
sosososososo nice!
they showed the random shots and videos
hhahahahahahaha!
i lovelovelovelove it
kinda miss the rehearsals
and everything
and and and
some non-christians are interested in coming to church!
(:
time to give thanks (:
for everything

i cant be bothered to post anymore
hearing the music from my korean show
the tv's just beside me
im so tempted to watch
nononononononononono
watch it tomorrow!

ok, overcome this mad desire
today while going home from cell
in the car
my dad was talking about psle
about my cousins and how much they'll score
then he was like
i predicted correctly last time,
ray got 240
and my brother got 260
(he was predicting 250 actually)
so anyway
i just felt so .. then as usual
like i always do whenever that topic comes up
people always expecting you to do as well as your brother
but im not him am i?
im not the one with the brains and the computer skills

but yeah my brother's studies are like !! also now
he doesnt study
probably cause he's in the programme thing
oh well

but ANYWAY
it just popped into my mind
maybe it was all for the best
cause if i hadnt gotten 240, i wouldnt have been in st margs
i love st margs
i would have been in crescent probably
studying higher chinese
MUCH more pressure
(i dont have much pressure now, mainly cause i dont study)

i wouldnt have my friends
i wouldnt be in a christian school
i wouldnt be in girls brigade
i wouldnt have changed
(some things for the better, some things for the worse)
i wouldnt be what i am today

i wouldnt know all my friends
SHERRI, JACLYN, ARIELA, KEZIA, JOAN

SHERRI
for being everything you are
our love for IH
playing concussion
dancing with our two left feet
me getting upset with you sometimes over the slightest things
for reading my personal stuff
using my foolscap
basically, the times we spent
(:

JACLYN
hanging out together (:
walking to coronation
buying 8days
all our smses
our whispered discussions

KEZIA
patient being my dance teacher (:
(you havent taught me the entire dance yet)
your laughter and smiles
our advertisments!
you the perfect student


ARIELA
my bestest desk partner! (:
thanks for whacking me sometimes when im talkin to sherri
explaining stuff to me when i dont understand
doing maths together on the board
(though most of the time its you)
our nb
COME BACK TO YOUR BLOG PLEASE

JOAN
my chinese desk partner
boring without you
and all your never ending stories
like i have a special bond with you
hamsters
our __ in same ___
(:
understand?

i feel so sentimental all of a sudden
maybe we were put together for a purpose
(:

dont want to post liao!
byebye!


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