happy halloween everyone (:

dad's birthday today, went bowling
then lunch at some restaurant at holland
met these two peihwa girls.
i think they're twins. so cute.

((:
okay
two people by the names of SHERRI-ANNE and JACLYN
have so very kindly put my name down to do this
(:

1.How old do you wish you were?
17! (: then i would be in jc (:

2.Where were you when 9.11 happened?
err. dunno?? at home?

3.What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
stare at it blankly then go and wail about it to someone

4.Do you count yourself kind?
?? no idea.

5.If you had to get a tattoo,where would it be?
nowhere, cause i am never gonna get one! i wouldnt NEED to.

6.If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
KOREAN!! ((: oh and jap (: maybe chinese? then i could be in HCL and get extra points for O levels! (:

7.Do you know your neighbours?
ah, no. we hardly every talk. beside my house is my korean neightbour, and during the night the dad starts singing loudly sometimes. can hear very clearly if im in the toilet. weird.

8.What do you consider a vacation?
when i'm relaxed? having fun?

9.Do you follow your horoscope?
er no. dont believe in it

10.Would you move for someone you love?
move what? house?

11.Are you touchy feely?
what in the world is touchy feely??

12.Do you believe opposites attract?
er. i guess. oh yeah! my cousin and her boyfriend! (:

13.Dream job?
uhh.. when i was young i wanted to be a deejay like sherri too! ((: uh, now i want to work with kids with 'problems'. oh and i wanted to teach in a sunday school (: church teacher.

14.Favourite channels?
any one that happens to be showing something nice? dunno.

15.Favourite place to go on weekends?
? i would enjoy a saturday spent at home someday. since last year it has always been spent at church. and now i go home even later each week. not that i dont enjoy church la, but it would be nice to laze at home the whole day.

16.Showers or baths?
showers! ugh. isnt a bath like sitting in your own water that you've used to wash yourself with? not dirty meh?

17.Do you paint your nails?
nope. cant be bothered and they turn yellow after time.

18.Do you trust people easily?
? dunno. i believe stupid stuff people tell me sometimes.

19.What are your phobias?
heights. and worms. basically almost all insects.

20.Do you want kids?
i guess.. maybe two or three? (: depends. hard work though.

21.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
err yeah. i had this period of time earlier this year when i wrote practically everyday. about _____ and other dumb stuff.

22.Where would you rather be right now?
i like it where i am now! ((: at the com, later i'm watching sangdoo!! ((:

23.Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
those i love? dunno.
ps. sherri, a sweater is a 'who'.

24.Heavy or light sleeper?
light. usually.

25.Are you paranoid?
? err.. dunno.

26.Are you impatient?
yeah. i know i'm very quick tempered. especially with my family. BAD BAD ME.

27.Who can you relate to?
my cousin! not shirleen toh lar, another one (: same character, same features, same likings..

28.How do you feel about inter-racial couples?
er. no comments?

29.Have you been burned by love?
love burns? i've been burnt by an iron once! there's still a scar on my arm.. (:

30.Whats your favourite pick-up line?
sheesh. dumb question.

31.Whats your main ring tone of your mobile?
cant describe it here, can i?

32.What were you doing at midnight last night?
uh.. oh yeah. reading in front of the tv. so peaceful (: evryone was sleeping! (: today i'm gonna sms jaclyn minutes before her birthday ((: .. if i remember.

33.What did the last text of your cellphone say?
1 message received. and it's from bokteng telling me goodnight when it was only 8.30pm.

34.Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
fell asleep on the sofa then dragged myself to bed.

35.What color shirt are you wearing?
mostly white with blue and yellow. and my embarrassing shorts! (: green this time.

36.Most recent movie you watched?
cant remember. we were gonna watch deathnote today but i decided not to in the end.

37.Name 3 things you have on you all the time.
clothes. specs? unless im out. and umm. i lost my ear sticks. i hardly tie my hair at home unlike sherri and jaclyn.

38.What colour are your best sheets?
what's a best sheet?

39.How much cash do you have on your own now?
dunno. can't be bothered to check. but i have four bucks in my wallet ((: i think.

40.What is your favourite part of the chicken?
wing! ((: drumsticks are tough.

41.Whats your favourite town/city?
dunno? havent been around the world.

42.I can't wait till....?
i'm older! (:

43.What did you have for dinner last night?
err. hokkien mee i think. or whatever it was that my maid cooked. it was brown, come to think of it. is hokkien mee brown? there's two kinds right? ok no one really cares.

44.Do you own A GUN?
uh no. do i look like i have one hidden down my sleeve?

45.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
nothing. no coffee will ever come into my life. i dont eat in the morning anyway. hardly.

46.Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
home? either working or enjoying life.

47. Last thing you ate?
japanese curry rice.

48.What songs do you sing in the shower?
i don't sing in the shower. too busy looking out for any worms creeping around. (seriously, that was what i was doing when i showered today! jumping at the slightest things.)

49.Last thing that made you laugh?
PCK! hahahahahha! so darn funny lar!

50.Worse injury you ever have?
i dont like getting injured and i hardly get injured. but it's probably the burn that i got from the iron. stupid scar. shouldnt have peeled half of it.

51.Whats your favourite candy?
gummy worms! (:

52.What song do want to be played at your funeral?
happy songs! (: cause i'm going to heaven. rather naive huh. dunno lar.

53.Five random people to do this: (not considering the people who I think have already been asked to do this quiz)
((: i dont really bother


END!
((:
do people really read that anyway?
i know for a fact that i dont
i just glance the top and the bottom.

this is probably the last time i am gonna post for a long long time

too caught up with watching korean dramas.
i have decided to watch love in harvard, stairways to heaven, and all in
after watching finish sang doo
and i have started watching full house again
hahahahhaha
according to my calculations, it will take me about three months plus
to finish watching all the shows
so my blog will be BYEBYE
sorry everybody
maybe i'll post occasionally
not that anyone would come anymore lar.

went to raffles town club to eat today
cuase of my dad's birthday
it's tomorrow by the way
ate at some chinese restaurant with my aunt and brother and dad
my brother didnt have any collar shirts
so he went in his school shirt
HAHAHAH
lol
i think

ended up in vivo again after that
i think i had car sickness or something
but that's near impossible
seeing that i've been riding in my dad's car for almost ten years
and my dad's like some sort of crazed driver
my relatives used to joke about his driving
cause it's really very siao actually

but to get back to the point
oh, nevermind

just came out of the shower
when i was drying up
i saw this.
worm.
yeah, that's right
a worm!
like !!!
what else could i do?
scream of course!
and i just stared and stared at it
since when did my house become a nesting place for worms!?
yeah anyway i scream and my parents came
but by that time the worm had disappeared to dont know where
so i quickly grabbed my clothes and ran out
(with my towel around me, of course)
and i checked VERY carefully that there were no worms lurking about
i am never going to step into that toilet again

i dont even dare to touch my towel now
which is pretty stupid
so my hair is dripping wet but i dont bother

okay
random fact about me:
when i was young,
i used to think that the fear of heights was called heightophobia
that goes to show how ridiculously dumb i was last time

argghh
there's this small fly thingy creeping about the keyboard!
is the wet weather bringing in all these insect things!?

hello
just came home
((:
i think i love today
smps p6 gb girls came over
wasnt that bad! (:
then
there's wasnt musical theatre.
so i went to west coast
((:
there super fun lar!
aiya.
cannot be bothered to post
only updating for the sake of updating (:
hello SANGDOO! (:

need to reach school at 7am tomorrow
what the heck!?
holidays seem more busy than normal school days lar

jaclyn and i ____ roday ((:
ahhahahaha
so funny
then we were like creeping around
hahahha!
ok nevermind

went to vivo again today
candy empire
bought gummy worms! ((:

tomorrow's schedule:
wake up at 6am
wash up, take bus to school
(first time i'm doing this! in the morning i mean.)
meet at 7am at school bustop
go to farrer road market buy stuff for refreshments
return to school
roll call at 8am
-activities for gb until 12.30-
gb ends for the day

rush to music room
laze around there while bevin's poor group practises
laze around somemore
when it ends, go to st johns chapel to find shirleen

make way to west coast somehow
call cell teacher
maybe she'll fetch us? ((:
haha dont think so lar
evangelistic stuff till 8pm
amos birthday.

go home, shower
korean show!! ((:

END! (:

END OF YEAR.
end of year.

wow?
i'm off to watch sangdoo
byebye ((:
hahahaa
stupid short post

oh yea yea
my position in class didnt improve at all
though my grades did
((:

quick quick quick today
tshirt art painting
they made us do PUMPKINS
lol
hahahahaha
the tshirt's still stuffed in my bag

i havent been conditioning my hair for the past three days i think
cause it's always come home around 6.30,
rush dinner
watch goong
hurried shower,
then HERE (:
at the com

drills today
while it was raining
very bad.

i wonder why some people dont want to try timing?

yesssss
tomorrow goong! (:
gonna be very sweet
heh heh heh
((:

last day of school tomorrow
report books?

phototaking for church on sunday
must wear nice nice
going to remind chingying now ((:
byebye!

went to borders today
saw ariela's sis there at first
was about to sms her when i saw her too
so i went up behind her and puff puff her
i have this habit of blowing people
to let them know i'm there
hahahaha

bought message in a bottle,
and some mouse book
heh heh
sherri, i called you lar
so many times
to ask you if i should buy the rescue or message in a bottle
but you never answer
you must have about 4 missed calls lar!
and for that,
i shall not lend you the book XD

until you appease me ((:

ok that sounds weird.

two days left till the end of another school year
so fast huh.
seems so long ago when i was counting down the days
(from 100 plus)
which was about three months ago

and that was before the exams
before the studies.

want to pon school tomorrow
but it's post exam activities
and if i dont go, poor ariela will have to be alone
plus a waste of five bucks

hahahah (: just smsed her to remind her to bring money
and a shirt
such a good friend i'm being (:
heh heh

nooo
i so dont want to go back to school
cause i lost some form thingy
and i know _____ will _____ me for it
and it's either she'll ask me to find it
(-.- obviously i've tried to find it already and failed, if not i wouldnt't be telling her i lost it)
or she'll !!! me and ask me go and photocopy it or something
like that time with the file.

sheesh
i should learn to pack my stuff
instead of piling them on the table
but i have a feeling the form's floating around the class
somewhere.

drills tomorrow
i hope my feet doesn't hurt
byebye

whee ((:
cousins came over on saturday
ate that cheesy thingy for lunch on sunday (:
watched the korean show

awww
chae gyun is super cute lar! ((:
especially the bear part today!
ahahahaha!

but tomorrow the episode
ohman
that !!! girl
byebye

gonna change skin.

results again today
science 80
maths A1, 86 or 87 i think
IH 56/80 or 70/100
i want my three marks!
but mr cheong dont want to give me!
grr..
three marks plus the one mark they marked wrong
equals 60/80 or 75/100
which is A1
i want my A1.
it's correct, my answer is correct, i can just tell (:
should i go and tao fen again on monday?
hope they havent keyed in the results yet

no drills for gb today
got our total defence badge instead! ((:
spent over an hour making a stupid model that looked like it was made in 15 minutes
then then
umm
sang vesper, mouthed the last few verses
and went home

my foot hurts again for some reason
even though today no drills

going to vivo city tomorrow
someone (kezia i think) told me that it wasnt opened fully
that the shops were all closed still
so i told my parents not to go
and they were like, go for the food lar!
..
all the way there just to eat?

i lost the personal info paper thingy
die.

kezia's tamagochi(?) died.
she has a baby girl now.
so cute (:
played for her the games and earned more points (:

my feet really hurts. ouch.

the sole of my brother's shoe fell out this morning

still unable to sign in to msn

malay and canto lessons yesterday
forgotten almost everything already
no interest anyway

drills
i think we improved
at least we're able to stop marching together now
my left foot hurt when i went home
but it's okay now (:
polished my boots like mad last week
finally tomorrow we're wearing them
dont know why i'm happy actually
just that that was the first time
i spent one and a half hours
really and seriously shining my boots
but i think they've collected dust already
been almost a week
ahhhh..

pistachos (:
yum

got back chinese, english and maths today
apparently, i'm highest in chinese for the class
i think
for paper two
49/70
pathetic lar!
like that also can be highest
probably other classes the lowest also higher than me
that's what you get from the second lousiest class in chinese
i guess.

and english too
39/50
so lousy also lar
someone told me i got the highest for paper two
in the whole level
but i dont think its true actually

maths got 81
at least it's A1
jaclyn got 90 lar
walao

dnt is so gonna pull me down
i didnt know it's counted lar!
59.5!?
arggh!!
I HATE DESIGN AND TECHONOLOGY

deathnote looks nice

completed the surveys
took me two days lar
didnt really read the questions after awhile

AHHHH
we almost got the tickets!!
to hype concert!!
jeannie and jaclyn and i!!
(i feel kinda out of place with my name starting with an 'R')
ok, so we were listening to the dan and young thingy
the 'did he just say that?' game
and i guessed lizard!!
so i was waiting for them to say the format again
so then i could send to jeannie to send to them
BUT
then they got the winner
ahhhh!!!
i want my hype concert tickets!!

i dont get why everyone is getting so hyped up about that goong guy
whats his name again?
i see the show on practically everyone's blogskin
i mean, the show is nice lar
but his hair looks abit like grass

nice show, nice show

orisinal.com, here i come! (:

((:
drill practice yesterday at 9am
spent about half an hour in front of the mirror
trying to find a way to tie my hair up
without all my fringe falling
in the end went with two ponytails
i was never so embarrassed on the bus before

left drills at 11.30
to go shangri-la to help out with musical theatre
SHANGRI-LA!
whoo
imagine that
went up with that albert guy to the lightings place
ALONE
...
very nice right, trying to appear interested in the small stuffy place, while the rest of the group was putting on make-up
yeah but anyway
managed to complete it without any disruptions

the food there was great
we all tried to eat.
and eat. and eat and eat and eat.
skipped dinner at night
it didn't turn out to be such a bad day after all

BUT on the bus home
about 6.20pm
there was this couple right
(i was on a double decker bus, and you know how the back of the bus faces each other)
and they were making out so openly there
and this woman boarded the bus
and was about to sit down opposite them
then suddenly turned around and switched seats
lol
and the lady beside me was looking very disapproving

floorball today
for post exam activity
the t-shirt thingy was not on afterall
so tomorrow ariela and i are taking MALAY and THAI
err?..
lol
fell down during floorball
finger bled after turning white
(:

at least we ended at 11
an hour earlier than the others
went to the hall for some talk
which we already had before
..
some ipp thing

bishan library with joan after school
went to look for nicholas sparks but to no avail
borrowed other books though
kiddy ones! (:

then we went to j8
minitoons gummies!
finished them while waiting for the bus
joan and i went to look at all the dvds and vcds
that shop
and i started telling joan about all the shows i've watched
while she feigned interest
AND i found the sangdoo one!
so i called sherri
planning to go 'SHERRIIIII!!'
the moment she answered
but she was sleeping
-.-
so much for my excitement
i like the show i like that show
i found all in too
they're showing it on channel u on sundays 2 to 4
((:
gonna watch it from now on
my dad didnt see wrongly after all

saw my primary school's PRINCIPAL at bishan interchange
sheesh. embarrassment.
joan and i were laughing away like idiots
about underscore and more underscores

personal note to joan:
i cant ask about underscore today
cant get online
no idea why
maybe tomorrow

drill practice again tomorrow
with yet another underscore
please give jaclyn and i patience.

turns out my cousin had gone to far east to cut hair too
lol

cell yesterday
led songs
everyone's improving
(:
first time i really listened to pastor's fu-man's talk that night
about the seven day work week
it's not really boring if you make the effort to listen actually

church today, then to far east again
went this fashion
got a skirt and a top
went to taka
bought my gingerbread man! (:
heh heh heh

aiya
dont think i'll be posting anymore
weird how i post during exams but not after exams
and my fringe is falling all over my face now
think i'll go and pin it up

arggh
drill practice tomorrow
on marking day!
!!!
gonna rush home after drills
then shower and out to ps
i hope she isnt in my group again
maybe she wont come tomorrow?
then we'll be two people short
cause pearlyn cant come too
she has drama
ohmann

byebye.

back!
well
back since 6pm

went to far east
turned out they wanted to shop at heeren first
so i wandered around looking like an idiot
trying to find my way to the heeren
and i met my cousin
then there was this guy
who suddenly approached me
and asked me to check out some thingy
and he asked for my name, phone and age
and i saw on the small list of paper,
15s and 16s
and i put down: 13
STUPID RIGHT!

cut hair. fringe.
i shall have to hide behind a veil on tuesday
hmm
if you ask me
sherri's the one who looks the most different
her hair short by alot now
haha

off to play at the cute cute website
byebye! (:

whee
im going after all
my dad's fetching me
so i wont be late
i hope
and where in the world has my maid disappeared to!?

OH
she just came back!
arggh!
byebye

not going to far east to cut hair with the rest after all
dont feel like it

off to play the bee thingy
at the orisinal thingy
(:

byebye
all my post are so freaking short now

last paper tomorrow
went to macs to study with joan

going to renaldos tomorrow

and i know i'll be the last one standing
survival of the fittest? i wish.
because the rest are sitting
wont someone prove me wrong?

maths and IH paper today
only managed to finish both just in time
didnt have time to check
IH doesnt really test what you study
i dont remember being tested
on religion. or golden ages. or natural vegetation
not much anyway
maybe i shouldnt spend so much time on it next year

science and LAP tomorrow
tried reading boy overboard again
fell asleep at the table instead
revising science now
on the elearning thingy
rather fun actually
sherri and i were doing it yesterday too

please please please come up what i've studied

jaclyn and i are going to the apple strudel place on thursday
near crowns centre there
i dont like custard
byebye.

i forgot yesterday
happy birthday joan.
shall get you a present after the exams
along with sherri's, pearlyn's and ariela's

we're gonna watch scoop after exams on monday!
jaclyn wants to go ps
joan, you like that place, yeah?
your earrings
i hate you.

(:
sherri and katherine's heard of the sangdoo show!
i thought it was not well known actually
gonna watch the princess thingy tomorrow

maths and IH paper tomorrow
bad. very bad.
short post today
going soon
to plop myself back in front of books

i feel so sorry for all i've thought about you
now that you've went back
i was planning to post more about you actually
but i've changed my mind

ugh
my dad was sitting beside me
fiddling with handphones
and he didnt want to sit anywhere else
weird huh
so i couldnt post

hmm
yesterday gathering
fun! (:
practically all of us who were helping got burnt
shirleen was whining about her burnt finger today
and she made up some dumb stuff too
-.-
amos broke another light
after breaking something else the same day
very pro

the guys did some flamethrower thingy with the mosquito repellant
and they did the sparklers without us!
heh heh
i sound like some spoilt kiddy

didnt study at all today
and yesterday
cant wait till im older
gonna lock myself at home and watch korean dramas the whole day
here's a start to my list of korean dramas i'll get

1. my beloved (sangdoo let's go to school)
hahaha
even the name sounds weird right
but it's nice lar the show
its one of the first korean shows i've watched
and i thought it was good
but my parents thought it was lousy
maybe they cant appreciate the stuff i like
but this is first on my list anyway (:
[rain, and another girl. i like this actress but she's not that popular i think. dont even know her name.]

2. all in
it's some gambling thing
i didn't watch this one
cause this came out when it was 2003 or 2004
i remember thinking that the background songs were very nice
my dad watched it before
he says that he saw it showing again
but i think he saw wrongly lar
[song hye kyo]

3. full house! (:
i like the background songs (:
they're showing again now actually
but my parents dont allow me to watch
but they cant stop me when i'm older! (:
[song hye kyo, rain]

4. stairways to heaven
watched this trice
but i still want to watch it again anyway
[choi ji woo, kwon sang woo]

okay
there's another one on my list actually
but i cant remember what it is now
maybe next time
gotta go now anyway
to study - if i force myself to
byebye! (:

so. its me and the com alone.
well.
not quite
there's still my maid and my mom and _____
but at least there's no one behind or around in room
_____ just came by again
this time to inspect the computer
arggh!
just. go. away.
i know i shouldnt do this to you
but. its irritating
especially that time when we went out
cycling had never been more UN-fun
with you telling me to slow down
and not push myself if i couldnt take it
when i wasnt even tired in the first place
im not a complete dingbat, you know

noooooo
i dont want to go out with you later!
at least shirleen didnt have to
only her dad
with another of my uncle

maybe its not your fault you turned out this way
and im wrong to say this
but why cant you just keep quiet?
just stay at home
and i just saw you sitting there
now i feel so bad.

just keep quiet later, okay?
and i promise i wont be embarrassed of you
mean old me.

first saturday that im not out
so im watching tv and using com
and my dad just took the remote away and changed the channel
irritaing
ugh
and my ____'s at my house now
staring at my hamster
please dont open his cage and scare him to death

_____ keeps telling my brother and i what to do
hello?
ohmy
he's coming over
gotta stop this post about him

OKAY
TO CHANGE TOPIC
UHH
JOAN!
YOU!
STILL SLEEPING
NEVER EVEN REPLY MY MESSAGE
I WOKE UP AT 9 TODAY OKAY!
hmm

oh no
over to inspect my hamster again
bite him, cookie!
kidding
commenting on everything in our house
arggh

there isnt anything to post about on a saturday morning actually
maybe at night
no. tomorrow
maybe i'll post about the gathering with the little kids (:

Who am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading 
Here today and gone tomorrow 
A wave tossed in the ocean 
Vapor in the wind 
Still You hear me when I'm calling 
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling 
And You've told me who I am 
I am Yours, I am Yours 

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading 
Here today and gone tomorrow 
A wave tossed in the ocean 
Vapor in the wind 
Still You hear me when I'm calling 
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling 
And You've told me who I am 
I am Yours 

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading 
Here today and gone tomorrow 
A wave tossed in the ocean 
Vapor in the wind 
Still You hear me when I'm calling 
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling 
And You've told me who I am 
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

just got home. wasnt that bad.

my mom saw the necklace i was wearing just now
the one that kezia got me for my birthday
and she wants to borrow it
!!
how weird it is?
your mom wearing your stuff
at least its just a necklace

chinese paper today
i wrote crap for everything lar
only just managed to finish both papers on time
i hope chinese doesnt pull my overall down
and i hope dnt isnt counted
that stupid C6 pulled me down so much last term

rather ironic how we study so much
just for one or two papers
take IH for example
weeks of (unserious) studying
only for a two hour paper
which i still dont know how to do anyway
i had to keep consulting the textbook when i did the last year paper

think im gonna sleep after using the com
going to bed at 10 on a friday night
pretty absurb
and im staying in bed until tomorrow morning when i have to get up and meet joan
hmmm
maybe i'll be late tomorrow
but in the first place i dont even know if we're meeting
she told me that maybe this week she cant
and she hardly replies smses
grrr

my cell teacher wants me to help out at night tomorrow
watch over the little kids
cause my church's having a gathering
for the parents
so i'm helping out!
yay!
lanterns! (:

joan and i bought name stickers today
octopus (:
cant wait for tuesday

eeek
the new 9pm show looks gross
its fiona xie and yvonne lim
plus pierre png
should i watch the new channel 8 7pm show?
or the korean channel u 7pm show?
decisions, decisions

what a useless post today

hmm
so apparently everyone is studying
so why am i not?
havent touched my books at all today
maybe i should go study later?
or wake up early tomorrow morning?
my brother woke me up at 5.15 this morning
cause he had to study
while i was still sleeping
and what could i do?
so i got up as well

my parents are still on about the flipping table
and i seriously wonder why
its not like its made of gold, or even coated with gold
its only wood and used to hold the washing basket, for goodness sakes!
and the washing backet is very happy where it is now, on the floor, if i may say so
i dont think it even cost like, 5o bucks lar

stayed back to clear the classroom again
school ended at 1.30 but i only got on the bus at 2.15
thanks to the embarrassing walk to coronation
holding hersheys chocolate!
isnt very appealing
but i guess it helps me lose the dratted fats
maybe skipping lunch this few days wasnt that bad

curse ye pimple of mine!
i vow to get rid of you someday!

shoots
my family's going over to out churchfriend's house for dinnner tomorrow
something im NOT looking forward to
have i mentioned why before?
i think i have
but let me just refresh your memory
this person's house we're going
three guys one lady
that is, two sons
and EVERYTIME i go their house
(which is pretty often, maybe once two months)
im always either staring into space or sitting with my mom and eating
i guess that as we grow there's less stuff to do
when we were young,
(our families go WAY back)
my brother and i used to spend the night at their house
imagine!
three guys and a girl!
sleeping in the same room!
having pillowfights
makes me feel uneasy all over when i think about it now
maybe i should fall sick tomorrow after school?..
hmm

i just cant stand it when my brother is on the phone
especially after playing warcraft
or when he is playing
his voice reach an admirable loudness
sheesh
as if the world needs to now what he's talking about?

dance test today
sathya, arbana, raika and i didnt do too badly
i think all of us didnt make a mistake with the dancing
just that we came in too early
our timing was totally off
and the nice nice woman had to time for us
and it certainly doesnt help me that i'm put into the same group as dancers

chinese tomorrow
exams are rather fun actually
except i dont see anyone posting much anymore
one week later
it's over! (:

whoops. didnt get to post again yesterday
but anyway. here's my list (:

stuff i would like to buy or receive, someday, somehow.

1. new diary. my old one is finishing soon. i've used up half of the diary this year, while the other half is my life from p1 to p6. and all the other stupid spelling errors.

2. m2m album! shades of purple (:

3.the veronicas album! the secret life of the veronicas

4. musical jewellery box. always wanted one (:

5. my own room. oh, and a new hamster cage.

6. that retarded wooden table back. from mediacorp. or wherever it is now.

7. a walk to remember for a lit book. so SO much easier than boy overboard. or spilled water.


that's all for now (:
half an hour on the com only
a record huh
bye! (:

like something's going right finally;

looks, height, voice..
everything's changed

so i've realised my life has been like a rollar coaster ride recently
ok lets start from saturday

went to queenstown as usual to study
met jiahan there
had lunch, burnt a hole in my pocket
apparently, joan is rich enough to squish up money with receips and throw it away

rain at queenstown library is really nice
especially if you're IN the librarty
watching it fall
cold actually

cell was normal
cant really remember what we did
played a game i think
we're always playing now
i think
went for dinner after cell with chingying and valerie
then back for pastor fu-man's talk
i dont think i can post about it withour feeling guilty

church on sunday
went rather well except
our teacher got a little weird
he didnt FLARE up or whatever
but everyone went quiet anyway
i suppose thats hard to avoid
having to face a group of laughing girls and retarded guys for almost a year
i did closing prayer that day
and my mind went blank
great time, thanks alot, stupid brain of mine

mom and i went shopping for footwear
came back in time for my cousins to arrive
(they were coming over to teach my brother maths)
and its difficult to concentrate when a dog is sniffing around you ankles
so i abandoned the com (:
rather gracious dont you think?

THEN it was monday
im starting to NOT look forward to school
simply beacaue of english
not another day of boy overboard and spilled water
i'll be almost happy with a C6 for english now
just almost

spending alot of time reading these days
my mood changes with the books i read
there's this book, diary of an anorexic girl
i thought it was rather interesting
but bevin thinks otherwise
how could you, bevin!

i cried at the part near the ending

and my mood changed for the rest of the day
(even though it was my second time reading it. i finished it on sunday and immediately read it again. pretty lame huh.)

woke up really tired as a result today
and that retarded incident
i only regret not saying stuff to her
freak you
you're not gonna see your name here

parents have been bugging me to find the table
so i finally went today
to find that
HORROR OF HORRORS
some people had taken it to mediacorp
and it's probably burning in the incinerator now

gahh
my parents are showering me with words over it
who are the aliens who have taken over their body!?
to think that i'm suffering over a small wooden table!

oh yeah
got my hamster today (:
went to jaclyn's house
moka was there. as usual. with the big flappy thingy around his neck
the hamster's FAT
and (according to jaclyn) likes papayas and spaghetti
i personally hate papayas. so he wont find himself gorging on the mushy fruit
but maybe spaghetti (:

my dad took me to some adam centre thing to eat lunch
and he got me papaya and orange juice
ugh.

i am feeling immensely proud of myself
because i managed to burn a cd using itunes (:
see what a computer nut i am
heh heh

have been reading the whole day since i came home at about 4
didnt study at all
tomorrow i promise to mug like crazy
OH! - and i'd only spent a dollar these two days
on drinks
my aim tomorrow is to skip lunch (:
see what (no) self-control i have

weird how i tell myself to give up and something comes along to make me think about it again
ok maybe you dont understand.
im gonna make a list of things i want now (:

studied at queenstown again yesterday
with ariela this time
met jiahan there
had lunch together

okay
my cousin's here
with her baby
gonna post later
if possible
bye! (:

studied at queenstown again yesterday
with ariela this time
met jiahan there
had lunch together

oky
my cousin's here
with her baby
gonna post later
if possible
bye! (:

Rachel
17th March






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