Wednesday, February 28, 2007
8:58 PM
201 days, 43 weeks
blarh.
so much to post about but so llittle time
my brother has been using for i don't know how long and he still wants to use
fkdhfldd
having been here since last friday
saturday, sunday and the whole week until now
has just been
packed with stuff
my whole life is like: cell, church, school, work, drills..
and i got a 20/25 for lit!
so i'm happy
hahaha not related to what i was talking about
bokteng got 21
!!!
not that's she's not good or anything,
but when you think of bokteng,
you don't think of
ROMEO AND JULIET PRO
she just screams '
I AM A HIGHER CHINESE STUDENT!'
and she has the cheena look
amanda put drills on these two coming fridays
when there is no gb
sighhh
thought i'd be able to slack off early
after learning journey this week
at least she says we can leave at 4.30 ((:
i've been getting alot of A1s for tests recently
i don't know what's wrong
just like yesterday, science test
31/40
my home econs and chinese are gonna pull my grades down this semester
as usual, like last year
dnt and chinese
bah
two camps coming up for march
welcome camp and drill camp
we're not required at welcome camp!
((:
cause they say drill camp will be super tiring
but we're still going anyway,
just not for the overnight
this is the first day i haven't done any homework
not that there's any
besides chinese
which i did already,
and some i don't know how to do
mrs kwok didn't come today
no maths tomorrow too!
say YAY! (:
lalalalala i kept my mouth shut in class today.
Friday, February 23, 2007
9:44 PM
206 days, 44 weeks
my brother keeps leaving his cd in the com
so annoying.
i found the song i've been looking for -
hanging by a moment, by lifehouse
lifehouse is like super pro. to me la.
i want to buy their cd for my birthday
hahha
again. that's what i bought for myself last year too.
wahahaha. i can't remember wednesday
eh? oh yeah. gathered in our houses to practise cheers
then bevin and i shouted wrongly.
so malu. hahaha
thursday.
one of the most embarrassing chinese lessons ever.
and got back IH paper too
22/23
they say i'm highest in class?
but 2/5 one person got 23
so no big deal.
home econs common test was !!
what in the world is the singapore heathly guide dunno what?
i pass happy already.
and chinese today. i have nothing to say.
studying only helps a little.
i can't be bothered to post.
did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight
for I ne'er saw true beauty till tonight
nice line. heh.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
1:54 AM
209 days, 44 weeks
i have been appearing offline since 2pm today
and now i'm finally online!
at 2am. great. there's no one to talk to
this year's chinese new year
timing was all warped
we only started bai nian-ing at like 5 plus yesterday.
when we reach more than 2 hours before
hehehhehe
took alotalot of photos!
shirleen has this pack of goong cards
which are super cute!
hahahhaa. and there's this one card
photo of kim jeong hoon
and it's extremely funny.
he was.. i dunno how to say it
but i took photos of it
hahahahha!
think about it still can laugh! (:
will upload photos if i have time.
which i probably won't have
this is what auntie alice told me this year:
don't always speak like people misunderstand me. next time grow up i must find good boyfriend, then can have good husband (?!?!?!). now must start praying about it already.
ok this sounds weird but now thinking about it
quite good advice.
must be like joanna jiejie next time.
find someone like daniel korkor.
hahahahha.
plus always control what i say
difficult! arggh.
-zips up mouth-
used the daily contacts for the first time yesterday
my eye started hurting
when we were playing mahjong
at about.. 12am?
around there. so i went to take it out
with much difficulty.
very slippery. don't like
i prefer my monthlys! (:
(wait that sounds abit sick)
hmm. this year everything seems to end earlier
we reached home about 1. or is it 2?
oh 1.
then i went to shower, came out.
watched my korean drama on youtube.
today they came over.
and they went home.
which is why i'm here.
we played and played and played
and laughed and laughed and laughed.
and talked and talked and talked
but i didn't eat.
not much.
only pizza.
and i'm not hungry! stange.
maybe cause i ate so much yesterday
fatfatfat.
taboo is super fun! ((:
wheeheee.
people always get very agitated and nervous.
something is making me very sad but i don't care
i shall not think about it
how everyone's doing it but i'm not.
because i can never fit in again if i do.
so long.
ps. joan!! (:
what's abeep's blog?..
and i want to see BEEEP you know.
hahahha. so fun. we're the ladies in polka dots
on a mission
to accomplish or die! -
that's our motto! ok?
((:
Saturday, February 17, 2007
4:18 PM
blehh.
i do not like new blogger.
force me to change this morning
grr.
ready to leave.
i'm wearing shirt and shorts!
for the first time for reunion dinner
lol.
o.0
just remembered
don't have to run for sports day!
(:
not that i signed up anyway
at least it wasn't like last year
where i pretended to be sick
and didn't go for trials
bokteng and i are helping out!
recorder, i think
record timings of the runners!
yay! i think.
hahaha.
12:17 PM
211 days, 45 weeks
today i woke up with swollen and puffy eyes -
the result of yesterday's korean movie
it's like super super sad!
hahaha
next time when i grow up i want to have a library of korean dramas and movies ((:
spent my morning peeling eggs
hehehhe
i've been doing that for as long as i can remember
later i'm supposed to clean up i don't know what
but i wanna do romeo and juliet!
mad eh. wanting to do homework.
my double eyelids are gradually coming back
yay! cause the eye muscles feel weird. hahha.
i'm off.
Friday, February 16, 2007
9:30 PM
my mom is still slicing lots and lots of fish for tomorrow
there's a voice in my head
which keeps going "yay yay yay!"
for some reason.
and i don't know why.
seriously! i'm not making it up.
kinda like a siren
which reminds me
today xinfeng (i think) sneezed in chinese class
i turned around to audrey and asked "did you just hear a dog bark?"
maybe i'm hearing things.
8:47 PM
212 days, 45 weeks
wednesday i woke up and totally forgot it was valentine's day
then i reached school and joan told me she put chocolate on my desk
((:
next year i'm giving out chocolates too! (:
lit test. dieeeee. wrote finish but still got alot alot to write!
need more time!!
have a feeling i did really badly.
maths test on thursday
eh? yesterday. which was thursday. yeah.
!!!! doing super badly for tests now la.
and mrs tan still havent returned us our science
she got us all excited yesterday
then said she'll give it to us next week.
hahahaha.
geylang methodist after school with gb.
presbyterian high went too
gosh. their drills are like...
pro. we. must. IMPROVE!
((:
hahhaa. today first two periods chinese
then we were having tingxie
(which alot of people didnt study for)
and suddenly the fire alarm sounded
((:
went to burn in the field
robot was filming the whole thing! hahaha.
then we went for cny celebration
marina square with my parents
bought more clothes! (:
finally decided on what to wear for first day of cny
this halterneck i bought today and my brown skirt
((:
then white top and black jeans for second day
my mom went to collect her clothes.
haven't seen them yet.
oh yeah. and i bought earrings!
((:
did the cme presentation yesterday! (:
hahaha. sahidah, yingshan and i were supposed to do it on wednesday.
but we havent prepared.
all the research i did i didn't even use
lol.
yay!
later i want to watch this korean movie
a moment to remember
11.30 channel u
sometimes i get irritated
when i see the gb drill comp people
during training.
they get tanned. and i just get sunburnt
hahahhaa.
arggh. my cheeks and forehead is like!!
irritating. lol.
nooo. can't watch my korean show on sunday!
IN TRUTH, FAIR MONTAGUE, I AM TOO FOND.
hahahhaa!
that line so nice!
joan and i are like super super addicted to romeo and juliet.
montague is such a cool surname, no?
yeah. and capulet.
hahahaha.
on the bus home yesterday from geylang methodist,
we waved to people.
no that sounds lame.
i've been bumping into alot of people recently.
as in, BUMP, oops, sorry!
not BUMP, oh, hi! long time no see.
yeah. must be something wrong with my legs.
Monday, February 12, 2007
8:35 PM
216 days, 45 weeks.
quick few short sentences.
then i'm off to do my work! - again.
but on the com this time.
IH work! (:
aiya.
joan is like distracting me on msn.
hehehe.
today i went home straigh after school!
and got work done!
maths!
and i
studied revised romeo and juliet
for wednesday test
i have a feeling that i'm going to do badly.
just like i think i did lousy
for the IH test.
today i saw
them at coro bustop.
and i was trying to hide.
heheh.
beside this lady for sat beside me.
on the bus la.
wednesday is the start of the busy week.
everyone, jiayou! (:
and i shall leave with a verse i came across yesterday night..
"In your anger do not sin,
when you are on your beds,
search your hearts and be silent."
Psalm 4:4
byee ((:
Sunday, February 11, 2007
10:12 PM
217 days, 46 weeks.
hahaha
i sec three comfirm cannot take higher maths.
arggh. just completed homework.
sort of.
still some questions i don't know how to do,
tomorrow must ask
JACLYN!
((:
hehehe.
went out yesterday before cell with my mom
far east.
to buy cny clothes for me.
in the end we only bought like one top la.
roar. and we saw this really really nice tube dress.
but it was like 50 bucks.
so we didn't get it.
afterwards i told her it was on discount 20 percent off
so 40 bucks
but well. we were on the train already
AHHH. i want new clothes for new year!!
we're maybe going on friday
so last minute right.
lol.
tomorrow i want to go far east to buy this pair of earrings for my mom
she saw it while waiting for me to come out of the toilet
and she said that she really liked it
so i want to buy it for her.
but it's like 32 bucks.
and i want to get it tomorrow.
but no one coming with me..
anyone wants to come? (:
yesterday pastor fu-man talked super long
finished after ten la. then my parents waited for over an hour
lucky they were fetching me, if not i would have to go home myself.
today i was wearing GREEN! (:
and so was my mom.
and my cousin. not shirleentoh.
hahaha.
aiya. can't post la.
no mood.
it's this feeling where i have alot to talk about but somehow i can't put it into words.
don't feel like going back to school tomorrow.
busy busy busy.
Friday, February 09, 2007
11:42 PM
219 days, 46 weeks
i feel like giving up blogging
cause it's like i'm so tired everyday after school.
drills. homework. even though there's not much.
and all the letters.
plus always waiting for my brother to get off the com
wanted to use the com yesterday
and my plan was:
dinner, shower, do maths, polish boots.
but in the end i didn't use com
cause i went to do maths after polishing boots for one and a half hours
and i could have easily come to school this morning to do maths homework. it was only afew questions.
but i didn't
i even.. revised more?
wow.
i guess i'm feeling pretty elated these days.
especially when i get back tests/homework
like english. science. maths. lit. they're not exceptionally good,
just plain acceptable.
but it gives me this good feeling
cause this year, unlike last year.
i'm studying.
and it feels like i've sort of earned my marks.
chinese, though. totally different matter.
only thing can study for is tian xie han zi
which i got two wrong.
and the rest is blah.
my new goal: improve chinese
jaclyn's been giving me lessons.
html stuff. not much chance to use.
since i use com.. twice a week only.
around there.
you can just tell the mood of everyone these days.
we're all just putting on a mask in school.
i can feel the changes in me.
today for badgework, pastor fu-man talked about the importance of prayer.
and other stuff.
like praying for those who. don't really like you.
and those you don't really like i guess.
sometimes it's hard.
not to think stuff. that are.. wrong.
but that's what Jesus wants to do, no?
to help us?
joan, i'll try not to complain much in future.
help me yeah? ((:
clench your fists, close your eyes, grit your teeth, and bite down on your lip
i'm still not sure if i'll give this up.
blogging, i mean.
let's see how it goes. just like everything.
hehe
later i think i might be doing work on the com.
IH stuff. just extra notes.
that's one way i'm changing, you know?
doing stuff that's not needed. just to help, improve.
weird. i never expected this.
ps. joan, i just felt really really bad when i saw something.
there's no meaning in what i saw.
it just made me feel sad.
are we still staying in the shadows together?
today another person asked me about my eyes.
this time it was AMANDA!, our dearest senior!! ((:
hehehe.
i think it's like the fifth/sixth time someone's asked me that in two/three weeks.
i am not wearing coloured contacts!
notjaclyn: lol. i'm learning! (:
my eyes are brown.
just like joan's.
once again similar.
((:
went to jack's place for dinner.
cause we wanted to celebrate my mom's birthday
which was two days before.
don't feel like celebrating my birthday this year.
okay maybe not.
it's drill comp day.
recently, i've been getting this feeling in my stomach.
whenever i think about drill competition.
that's how much it means to me.
we're going to some geylang methodist school next thursday to see their company do drills.
they won the gold for last competition.
this week's been a flurry of events as usual.
chinese new year next week.
just realised that there's no tingxie next week.
no wonder all my class people were asking laoshi to have it on friday.
hahahha.
tomorrow my mom and i are going to buy cny clothes.
yay! (:
i'll relink those when i'm free-er next time.
oh! and i got my first two warning points yesterday
forgot to bring nametag.
bahhh.
hehehe. but it's my own carelessness.
so i can't complain.
slash slash slashwahahahaha!
jaclyn! just for you! ((:
stuff to do this weekend:
1. maths homework: review questions, exercise 6a, last year's paper
2. romeo and juliet notes. study for test on wednesday
3. IH extra notes. kyoto protocol assignment. IH file case studies.
4. letter to joan.
wow. so little this week!
last week i had like 14 things to do. lol.
gotta get started.
byee ((:
Friday, February 02, 2007
9:50 PM
stop using those words cause if you say you do then why do you still use them?
9:41 PM
i hate the questions marks everyone, even i, uses.
cause some questions just don't have answers.
like her. why?
you've been haunting me since i was a little girl.
since i was younger than 4 years old.
and no one knows.
no, they do, but they don't bother, they just laugh.
you did it again. everyday.
note to joan: nope, not just you, me too.
9:15 PM
226 days, 47 weeks.
i rememeber four random thoughts i had this morning! (:
1. about 6.40 am, in the car, going to school:
12 hours. how to survive!?
2. about 6.50 am, walking down overhead bridge to get to school:
crap. forgot to bring nametag for gb uniform.
3. sometime before 7 am, going to canten to look for jaclyn/ joam/ sherri:
i've been awake for nearly 2 hours! (woke up at 4.30 to study)
4. sometime before 7 am again, running back to class cause i couldn't find them:
at least i'm getting exercise (huff huff)
((:
chinese test was !!!!
i not time to finish
then left two questions blank.
and one was six marks compre?
gosh. die lar.
today i made abarna teach me tamil.
how to say my name.
she told me before devotion.
after national anthem i asked her again
i had forgotten.
english teacher didn't come
went to com lab.
supposed to do reseach for the presentation thing
but everyone was doing their own stuff instead
and the pink lady didn't care.
i almost went to blogger to post
(everyone was anyway)
then i stopped.
cause it's wrong.
somehow i'm changing, you know?
so i started sending useless emails to jaclyn.
got back science test yesterday.
i made two careless mistake la!
two marks. if i'd been more care could have gotten top in class!
grr.
and maths test paper back today.
umm. can't remember my marks.
but it was A1. target reached?
got a sticker for science! (:
and a good. and a sticker for maths. and a good for english.
wheee.
house meeting before gb today
late for gb.
and i had to wear school nametag with gb uniform!
grr. cause i'd forgotten to bring.
then miss ling say that still must wear.
so everyone was laughing at me.
note to self: check uniform properly next time
alot and alot of homework. starting on it later if i have the time
homework on friday.
wow. new me? (:
i shall go read joan's emo post.